Running against the clock

Not sure why am I writing this. I just really hope while I write this I can figure out a way to sort everything.

Last night I stayed up so late to finish my work. In a way having a lot of work makes me very happy. (extremely happy) When everything is piled up I know I have to do one after another without any break in between. That feels nice. The only problem is prioritizing. All of them seem so important I am not sure which one to do first. I have been working nonstop since yesterday and I still have so much left. GAH!!

Fasting is going good. Finally I am easing into it. It doesn't seem all that bad anymore. I can now focus when I study. =] I get really irritated before iftar. Like when I am setting up the table and my brother or sister ask stupid questions. I lash out almost every other day. aah I am so ashamed to admit this but hunger is my worst weakness. It drives me nuts.


Things that are suppose to make me angry don't quite bother me. But silly things do. I have been trying to think about a lot of things these days without openly discussing it.

Question:
Is it immature to ask for things like gratitude or appreciation once in a while? or is it really wrong to expect people to do certain things without directly telling them? Like if I do something for someone all the time, shouldn't she do it for me too without me telling her?

-- Have to post bunch of posts on I-F.
-- Have to make loads of signatures.
-- Have to write around 4 articles for I-F this week..(umm hope so)
-- Have to finish watching partner, watch the latest take care of agasshi, and start on east of eden and my girl.
-- Have to cook for the whole mosque this week.
-- Have to finish counting the money for donation. (thinking about it makes my back hurt)
-- clean the closet and fix the clothes for donation.
-- Have to read Quran.
-- and have to study...::sigh::

aah I keep forgeting about this!! This is irritating me so much. I had a interview couple of weeks ago to become a mentor. I supposedly passed with flying colors but I have totally forgotten about it, and didn't contact them back. Now I am starting to wonder if they will take me as a mentor considering I totally forgot about them. I can't even come up with a good excuse for not contacting them. =( I lost my phone and internet is not working?? No lying on ramadan. Not that it's ever allowed.

I have to call back another lady who is from another mentoring teenagers program... aisssh!!! when am I suppose to do all these? =(

Writing felt good. Now that I have my to do list. I will try to get these done..within this week. (will keep praying! Allah help me!!)