Mixed emotions on Eid, heartbroken???

I do not mean to write so much but a lot happened today. Some I can write about the others I shouldn't write.

Eid was good. Alhamdulillah. I had to go visit alot of people, some were pleasent others not to so much. I was really sad at parts and really angry too. But in few minutes I got over it. Except one thing, well two. One left me sad because of my dad, other...I am in shock, a little heartbroken and it is time for me to wake up. I am not sure if I am allowed to be sad.

I will really miss Ramadan . During Ramadan I stayed away from dbsk which was extremely hard. As soon as I came home I watched some Micky and Changmin videos ^^.

Overall today was a fun day. I went organic shopping. Got my magic cream if it doesn't work I will be sad. Other than that I got bunch of other natural products. I am trying my absolute best to start living a complete healthy lifestyle.

I went to outback today which I shouldn't have!! aaaaah. Parents were so mad, who goes out to eat in a restaurant on eid? Specially when guests are coming over. Too tired to write anymore.

I hate how my thoughts are all over the place. It is only because...I want to write in details but I am exhausted not to mention I don't want one of the people I mention to stumble upon my blog and then make a big deal. (which has happened before) =(