Just have random thoughts that I felt like penning down. I have been quite sick lately. I do get sick easily. I am trying not to let it bother me. But unfortunately it does. I have tried and almost succeded in making sure that my stupid health doesn't stop me from my daily activities. I have stopped fasting though. I can't fast because I do need to take my medicine during the day. It's bugging me. It's bothering me even more that I can't help my mom. Specially at night and in the morning. She ends up doing the kitchen work all by herself.
So I ended up watching a lot of tv today. Since I couldn't really move from my bed much it sounded like a great idea. On b4u they played all songs of jab we met. I love that movie. It's just so simple and cute. I proudly say I am picky about movies. Not that it's good thing but it works great for me. So when I really like a movie (good or bad) I hold it close to me, knowing it actually meant something to me. Jab we met is quite special. Everytime I watch it it feels good. Another reason for liking it is probably my view toward life. I happily make my mistakes. I don't have much regrets. I believe whatever I am today is because of every little mistake I made. I do trust in god but tomorrow if I land somewhere bad I want to take the full responsibility of it. I want to say it's my fault and not blame others. I dislike people who always blame others.
Now I really didn't bring up jab we met to talk about life, but about the song tum se hi. The song is beautiful. I love it. It's a song I can listen to 100 times and not lose the magic. I actually ended up writing a whole story just based on the song. Imagine how much I loved the song to write a whole fanfiction on it. Everytime I would sit with my pen I would play the song and wait for scene to play in my head. So few months ago I was watching kuchh is tara and tumse hi was playing. And I realized not a single chord in my heart felt something. How weird was that? I loved that couple and I love the song. I thought the song was meant for them. I could close my eyes picture the song and them and write forever. How could I not feel anything? I felt so bad that the song lost it's magic for me. I really questioned myself. Then I saw the song today and everything came floating back. The song is still beautiful. It's still magical. It didn't lose it's magic. The couple lost the magic. I couldn't feel anything because there was nothing to feel with the couple. Hence I completely had to erase them from my precious couple list.
Then I ended up watching house. It felt good. I don't get to watch a lot of tv so it felt really good. Can I just say the show is brilliant. I love it. I never understood why the show has the most number of viewers but now I do. It's brilliant. And it's not even because jesse is so delicious. I think I 1st fell for jesse about 7-8 years ago. he completely changed me as a person. It's dumb but it's true. I saw the movie winning london and he was one of the delegates in the M. united nations conference. I was so mesmerized by him I made it up in my mind I will join M.U.N and find my own british hottie. From then to now I am a dedicated MUN member. I do love what I do and I genuinly care about it. Actually no! I care about it with a passion. One time I had to miss a day of my conference because our sponser couldn't make it, I cried for hours!! My parents were so scared. Politics matter to me. I care about darfur, I care about the civil fights in Africa, I care what happens to Israel-Palestine. I don't just feel sorry for the kids in Africa, I want to help them. And I consider my life to be worthless if I can't do that much. So for now I like fundraising money for UNICEF but I know the money probably doesn't get to them. It does make me sleep a little better at night knowign I am trying. Maybe someday I will be lucky enought o do the work personally. So I guess in a way I owe all this to Jesse! I doubt I would've joined MUN if I didn't find him such a cutie.
Back to HOUSE! It's an amazing show. Anyone who hasn't seen it should really see it. Dr. House is just so sexy. His personality ...wow! I can't even find words for it. It's one thing to like jerks but he is more than a jerk. He just so damn interesting. I usually like writing about people but I don't want to write about his. Because I can't find the right words. And even if I managed to think of something I couldn't do justice to his character. I can even write about my love Akash but I can't write about Dr. House. His attitude and everything is so addicting. My god he has gotten lots of awards for this role but if it was upto me I would bring him all the awards in this universe. The scenes when he knws he has won the battle, or when he doesn't care at all, his quick wiity remarks, or his amazing scene of suffering fromt he pain and fighting the addiction to painkillers. I could never get tired of his sick jokes, or his games. Or how ruthless he is. He is so smart and aahhh!! he is not smart. he is a genius. The way he solves little problems. I would become a doctor if doctors were as amazing as him. Wait no! I am becoming a doctor and the sad truth is doctors aren't as sexy as him. It's easy to find jerks but it's hard to find sexy intelligent jerks like him. They don't even exsist! But that's ok! I will just dream that they do!
Dr. James Wilson: You stole my patient.
Dr. Gregory House: You kidnapped my guitar.
Dr. James Wilson: Give him back.
Dr. Gregory House: Only when you give her back.
Dr. James Wilson: It's a she?
Dr. Gregory House: Well, it's certainly not a dude.
Dr. James Wilson: It's a guitar! You took a human being!
Dr. Gregory House: Now who doesn't have a sense of humor?
Okie enough writing! I will write about NCIS some other day!! Good night!
