Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Penning down random thoughts

Most of the time.. (almost all the time) I end up writing because I am sad. It's not that I write to let those negative feelings out , I do but more precisely I write when I am sad because when I look back at this I want to remember how miserable I was so I appreciate my current state.

I am currently happy. Tired, ill but happy. Thanks to Allah swt. I didn't have anymore fights with my sister. Not even a single one since my birthday. She has turned extremely nice for some weird reason. It's a bit scary. I love her a lot. I think she is what keeping me positive these days, so thanks to Allah again.

My relationship with my mom is still very sour, I doubt it will turn sweet. Now that I think of it we never had a sweet relationship.

I am reprioritizing everything. If there is one thing that is missing from my life it's consistency. I will do my best to be consistent from now on.

I have to study a lot. Studying makes me so happy.

I was planning to workout a lot this summer, as always I was not consistent. Now it got to a point where i go to them gym to workout then sit there and watch law and Order of CSI. I have to get serious about that.

Last but not least I have become more religious.

The roots of true achievement lie in the will to become the best that you can become.
-- Harold Taylor--

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